Mixed

A lot of emotions have been expressed today.
earlier this morning, I already felt so excited and nervous about the performance. I can't concentrate on anything, so I just prepared the things and myself for later's performance.

Though the weather is still crazy and scary, I prayed that everything will be fine.
However, due to inevitable circumstances, the show today was cancelled.

we were so ready, well almost... Willa, Nicole and I already looked fabulous with our hair and make up, pero it's like everything shattered, including my excitement, when Rein texted me that the performance is cancelled for today. Everything fell apart (exaggerating. haha). pero it felt like that. it was really saddening. i dont know. I understand naman, that it is for everyone's sake, at para walang mapahamak. I just regretted the money I spent for hair and make up. I should have waited some hours more before going to the salon..

anyway, para hindi masayang ang make up. nagpictorial na lang HAHAHA. kawawa naman kami. lol. just kidding. :)

uh, I went to buy comfort food, with my room mate. I'm really sad, kahit na alam kong matutuloy ito some other time, pero ewan eh, ganun talaga. kasi I am already expecting and imagining our performance, tapos biglang wala, parang nag brownout na lang. :))

okay. so, if it's really what the Lord wants, then it will be. thinking about it, kung natuloy, we are let's say "comfortably" performing, and yet, in some parts of the region are many people struggling to find food and shelter for the family. Moreover, the guests and other audience may have a hard time coming to Ateneo because of the bad weather. SO yeah, canceling the show is the best decision for now. :)


so, bonding moments na lang with Blue Symphony friends today...
I'm still trying hard to be productive tonight. haha. May pasok na bukas. Pero ayaw ko pa.

Oh i loved this night. I get to chat with one of my close friends, Ina. heart to heart talk. I hoped I was able to help her. Fun night, chatting with friends :D

Despite some sad news, I still felt the Lord's mercy and love for me today. The wind and the rain may be strong, but His love and power is stronger, and this keeps me protected and hopeful.