Reflect

When I got home, my room mate's still awake so I was able to tell her almost everything that had happened in the album launch, including the problem. Basically, she knows everything (mostly). :))

I was supposed to go to church at 8:30am but my body did not permit me to do so, kaya I went to church at 12:30pm, after we ate lunch from chowking. It was really tiring yesterday, I wanted to sleep till the afternoon, pero JC called me on my phone. He sounded worried about Jake and his friend, and he made me worried to. after that he did not call again, so I really do not know what happened to them..

I asked Jake, sabi, he slept at JC's friend's house kasi he was so sleepy and could not drive much further. I do not know more than this, so don't ask further haha.

Well, as long as they are okay, it's fine with me. akala ko naman kasi napahamak na sila nung tumawag si JC, lol. 

anyway, it's the Lord's day today. I was able to attend the sacrament at 1pm. I was so sleepy, pero good thing I have learned a lot. It's just not clear to me why temple marriage is the main topic discussed. Then, nagets ko when the last speaker's topic was about "Families are Forever." Oh yes, I remembered my family. 

Once again, I felt the importance of the gospel in the family, and in our life; the decisions we make must be aligned to what the Lord wants for us. How do we know what He wanted? through His gospel. If we constantly ask for His guidance and at the same time do the things that we love or wanted for ourselves and for others, we will be directed accordingly. :)

It feels so good to spend time at the Lord's church today. I felt that, for a while, my problems were set aside and the Spirit let me feel the holiness of the atmosphere during that hour. 

Back at the dorm, yes I still feel tired, so I slept as I listened to uplifting songs. (yldsr.com)

when I woke up, I had an allergy attack on both my arms and neck. This is the greatest challenge that I face as of now, if I had a genie that grants wishes, this what I would wish to be gone forever in my life.

Because of this, I started to miss my old skin, haha, not this kind of skin na may rashes. Anyway, now, I have thought that the Lord has a purpose for this, on why I have to endure this kind of feeling and illness. What is that purpose? I don't know yet, but someday, I know I will realize it.

That topic aside, I remembered telling mom everything that had happened to me since yesterday. Everything, including what I did and felt. haha! I missed my mom so much. i thought she was going to scold me, pero no, nang asar pa. hahahah! i love her so much. Best mom ever. I'm so blessed.